Why smile, when my smile is crooked
Why think happy, when my mind's polluted
Why try to move, when I just run in place
Losing every other battle I face
I just wanna embrace, meeting my fate
Without love, I just stand and suffocate
I ain't no meat shield, letting tension build
Wanna take a knife, but stand with restrain
Driving me insane, making more blood stains
I work hard to make you smile, not to cry
You lock yourself in your room, please don't hide
I want to apologize, into your eyes
I know I'm your superman, every time
You feel like your walking blind, need a sign
I just here to help, and don't wanna escape
So why do you claim I'm just too late?
She drives me insane, turning cold
Making me regret loosing her
Giving me strength, selling my soul
Now the past turns into another blur
She runs in fear of me chasing her down
Screams in terror when she's pinned to the ground
Hush now, you might just wake the neighbors up
Quiet down, before they put me in cuffs
She's still afraid, and I'm the one she blames
I'm stuck with all my yin and your my yang
Take her to the room, shut and lock the door
Tears coming out, sitting on the floor
Baby why are you so afraid of me
Your an angel, a face so damn lovely
But the terror in your eyes tell me else
When I'm with you, the ice begins to melt
She hugs me, feeling the relief release
Finally I can forever rest in peace
As she pulls the dagger out of my back
I see the light, as my eyes fade to black
She drives me insane, turning cold
Making me regret loosing her
Giving me strength, selling my soul
Now the past turns into another blur
The Midwest Arsonist